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lost
traveling is weird. im sitting in the airport, looking around at all the people running around. i couldnt help but feel somewhat lost in all the energy. i also couldnt help but to think about my girlfriend and how much i miss her, its lame i know. but god damn i care about her more than anything. wow. im rambling. well, here begins my wandering of this world. yet again. i wish i could take her.
could you say? realization
i havent posted on tumblr in awhile, and have been pre-occupied with school related activities that i could say “normaly” make me feel successful and happy… but i have come to realize. My happiness is something that originates not from what i used to believe it to come from. I hate the pretentious, overrated, entitled, piece of shit kids that rule the education system that i used to love. Its all a fucking popularity contest, and it should never be that way. “i got drunk last night” AWESOME BRO. when is the last time you did anything other that that? high school, and now even what im seeing of college is all the same stupid kids snooping around everwhere just for a party and getting wasted. FOR ONCE i would love to talk about something that makes me think… i dont need some conversation about quantum physics, just a somewhat educated conversation will suffice. love, passion for what i do, and sooo many other fantasic feelings stream through my heart and mind… and the expression of these feelings are always frowned upon or shunned. just because i may express them in different ways does NOT mean that i should be ignored or treated differently. im having trouble figuring things out. my heart and mind hurt. and im tired of everything. im 4 days away from 18 years of age, and im nothing but a lost and lonely teenager. help? |
